The Invitations of Mary Series
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Because there is absolutely no chance Joseph was the only irritating person in Nazareth.

We gave Joseph his chisel.

The one he left on the table.

Again.

And again.

And again.

Poor Mary, wandering through her own home collecting the archaeological evidence of whatever Joseph had been working on that day.

So fairness demands a question:

What did Mary do?

Because Mary was without sin.

She was not without quirks.

Those are not the same thing.

There is no Catholic doctrine stating that the Immaculate Conception prevented Mary from having habits that made her husband close his eyes for three seconds before responding.

She was human.

Joseph was human.

They lived together.

Therefore, statistically speaking, at some point Joseph almost certainly sighed.

And I think I know what might have done it.

Mary kept saying she didn’t need help.

Maybe it started during her pregnancy.

Not immediately.

At three months, Mary could still do most of what she normally did.

So she did.

Carry this.

Move that.

Fetch water.

Prepare food.

Sweep.

Wash.

Walk somewhere.

Climb.

Reach.

Bend.

Joseph probably watched without much concern at first.

Then Mary’s pregnancy progressed.

Four months.

Five.

Six.

The body that had once moved easily around their home began negotiating with a growing child who apparently had opinions about how much room his mother required for her internal organs.

Joseph noticed.

Mary noticed.

Their conclusions were different.

Joseph:

You should let me carry that.

Mary:

I’m fine.

And thus began the problem.

Maybe those became Joseph’s two least favorite words.

I’m fine.

Mary is carrying something.

“I can take that.”

“I’m fine.”

She’s trying to reach something.

“Mary.”

“I’ve got it.”

“You clearly don’t.”

“I do.”

She does not.

Joseph watches her stretch.

Mary realizes Joseph is watching.

This somehow makes accepting help impossible on principle.

She stretches farther.

Joseph sighs.

“Please.”

“I can reach it.”

“You have been trying to reach it for half a minute.”

“I almost have it.”

“You said that half a minute ago.”

Mary turns.

“Are you going to stand there narrating?”

“I was considering it.”

She glares at him.

Joseph gets the object.

Mary takes it.

“Thank you.”

“You’re welcome.”

Neither mentions the matter again.

For approximately twenty minutes.

Perhaps Mary had always been independent.

We don’t know.

But imagine the young woman Scripture gives us.

Gabriel announces something incomprehensible.

Mary asks one question.

Receives an answer.

And says:

“May it be done to me according to your word.”

Then she travels into the hill country to Elizabeth.

This does not read like a woman incapable of acting decisively.

Mary may have been accustomed to simply doing what needed doing.

If something needed carrying, she carried it.

If someone needed helping, she helped.

If work needed finishing, she finished it.

That is a wonderful quality.

It can also drive the people who love you completely insane when you refuse to acknowledge your limits.

Joseph may have discovered that fairly quickly.

Perhaps one afternoon he came home and found Mary moving something.

Not enormous.

Not dangerous.

Just heavier than she probably needed to be moving while several months pregnant.

Joseph stopped in the doorway.

“Mary.”

She didn’t look at him.

“Hello.”

“What are you doing?”

“Moving this.”

“I can see that.”

“Then why did you ask?”

Joseph closes his eyes.

There it is.

The sigh.

Not angry.

Not even particularly annoyed.

Just:

hhhhhhhh.

The breath of a man asking the God of Abraham for patience.

Mary hears it.

“Don’t.”

“I didn’t say anything.”

“You sighed.”

“I breathed.”

“That was not breathing.”

Joseph considers whether this distinction is worth pursuing.

It is not.

He walks over.

“Let me.”

“I’ve nearly finished.”

“Mary.”

“Joseph.”

Maybe they stare at each other.

Finally Joseph puts his hands on the other side.

Mary does not let go.

“I can do it.”

“I know.”

That might stop her.

Because Joseph isn’t saying:

You’re incapable.

He isn’t saying:

You’re fragile.

He isn’t saying:

You are pregnant and therefore should sit quietly while I do everything.

He’s saying:

I know you can.

Then perhaps:

“You don’t have to.”

And maybe that was harder for Mary to hear.

There is a difference between being unable to do something and allowing someone else to do it for you.

The first is limitation.

The second is vulnerability.

Perhaps Mary was better at the first than the second.

Maybe she was extraordinarily comfortable being useful.

Less comfortable being cared for.

That’s a deeply human habit.

Some people know exactly what to do when another person needs them.

Food appears.

Work gets done.

Problems get solved.

But reverse the direction?

“Sit. I’ll do it.”

Suddenly:

Absolutely not.

Maybe Mary was one of those people.

Perhaps Joseph learned that loving her occasionally required intercepting tasks before she noticed them.

He wakes before her.

Water.

Done.

Mary gets up.

“Did you fetch the water?”

“Yes.”

“I was going to.”

“I know.”

“You didn’t have to.”

“I know.”

She looks suspiciously at him.

Joseph continues eating.

Mary sits.

Five minutes later:

“Thank you.”

Joseph smiles.

Victory.

Small.

Temporary.

But victory.

And pregnancy would have made this progressively more ridiculous.

By the later months, Mary may have needed help simply because geometry had betrayed her.

Something falls.

Mary looks down.

The object looks back.

She bends.

Stops.

Recalculates.

Tries from another angle.

Joseph watches.

Mary senses him watching.

“Don’t.”

“I haven’t said anything.”

“I know what you’re thinking.”

“What am I thinking?”

Mary attempts another approach.

Joseph waits.

Finally:

“Would you like me to—”

“No.”

Joseph sighs.

Mary points at him.

“There.”

“What?”

“That.”

“What?”

“The sigh.”

Joseph looks genuinely confused.

“I am apparently no longer permitted to breathe in my own home.”

Mary tries not to laugh.

She fails.

Joseph picks up the object.

But perhaps this wasn’t only about pregnancy.

Maybe it followed Mary throughout their marriage.

Someone is sick?

Mary is helping.

Someone needs food?

Mary is cooking.

Someone needs something mended?

Mary will see what she can do.

A neighbor needs assistance?

Mary is already halfway out the door.

Joseph loves this about her.

Until Mary herself is exhausted.

Then he finds her still doing something.

“You’re tired.”

“No, I’m not.”

Joseph stares at her.

Mary yawns.

He waits.

“That proves nothing.”

Another sigh.

Maybe Joseph had learned not to argue directly.

Marriage teaches strategy.

“Sit down.”

“No.”

Doesn’t work.

“You’ve done enough.”

“I have one more thing.”

Doesn’t work.

“You need to rest.”

“I’ll rest when I’m finished.”

Definitely doesn’t work.

Eventually Joseph discovers the correct approach.

“I need you to sit here.”

Mary looks suspicious.

“Why?”

“Because I need help.”

That works.

Mary sits.

Joseph hands her something completely unnecessary.

Maybe a piece of cord.

“Hold this.”

Mary holds it.

Joseph continues whatever he’s doing.

After a while Mary realizes:

“Joseph.”

“Yes?”

“You don’t need me to hold this.”

“I might.”

“You haven’t touched it.”

“I could.”

“You made me sit down.”

Joseph wisely does not answer.

Mary looks at him.

He keeps working.

Maybe she starts laughing.

“You are impossible.”

“So I’ve been told.”

And perhaps there was another version of this habit.

Mary didn’t tell Joseph when something was wrong.

Not because she was hiding things.

Because she assumed she could manage.

“Your head hurts.”

“It’s fine.”

“You’re limping.”

“I’m fine.”

“You haven’t eaten.”

“I’ll eat.”

“You were awake half the night.”

“So were you.”

“That isn’t an answer.”

Maybe Joseph learned to recognize the signs before Mary admitted anything.

She became quieter.

Moved more slowly.

Rubbed the same place on her shoulder.

Stopped finishing her food.

And Joseph would ask.

Mary would say:

“I’m fine.”

There it is again.

The sigh.

Eventually perhaps Joseph simply stopped asking.

He brought her water.

Put food beside her.

Finished something she had intended to finish.

Mary might protest.

Joseph:

“I know.”

“You don’t even know what I’m going to say.”

“Yes, I do.”

“What?”

“‘I could have done that.’”

Mary opens her mouth.

Closes it.

Joseph raises an eyebrow.

Mary hates that he is correct.

Maybe Jesus eventually noticed this too.

Children learn their parents’ patterns long before parents realize they’re being observed.

Young Jesus watches Mary working.

“You’re tired.”

Mary looks at him.

“I’m fine.”

From across the room, Joseph makes a sound.

Not quite a laugh.

Mary turns.

“Don’t you start.”

Joseph becomes extremely interested in his work.

Jesus looks between them.

Later Mary attempts to carry something.

Jesus reaches for part of it.

“I can carry it.”

“I know.”

“Then let me.”

Mary looks at him.

Perhaps Joseph looks up.

Because those words sound familiar.

Mary notices Joseph’s expression.

“Oh, be quiet.”

“I said nothing.”

“You were thinking loudly.”

Maybe Jesus laughs.

And Mary finally lets him help.

There is something tender underneath all of this.

Because Mary’s independence may have been one of the things Joseph admired most about her.

She wasn’t helpless.

She wasn’t delicate porcelain.

This was a woman who traveled.

Worked.

Raised a child.

Fled with her family into another country.

Returned.

Built a life.

Eventually watched her adult son leave home and begin a ministry she could not control.

The Mary of Scripture does not seem passive.

Her Magnificat certainly isn’t.

She speaks of rulers cast down and the lowly lifted up.

She notices a wedding running out of wine and does something about it.

At Cana, she tells the servants:

“Do whatever he tells you.”

Then apparently leaves Jesus to deal with the situation she has just placed directly in his lap.

There is something almost delightfully decisive about that.

Jesus:

Woman, how does your concern affect me?

Mary, essentially:

Anyway, servants, listen to him.

One can imagine Joseph recognizing that determination very early.

Maybe he loved it.

Maybe it also made him sigh.

Both can be true.

And Mary probably knew exactly what the sigh meant.

Eventually it became part of their language.

Joseph didn’t need to say:

You are doing too much again.

He sighed.

Mary knew.

She didn’t need to say:

You left your tools out again.

She looked at the table.

Joseph knew.

That’s what happens when people share enough years.

Language becomes abbreviated.

An eyebrow becomes a sentence.

A sigh becomes an argument.

A look across a room means:

We will discuss this later.

Another means:

Please rescue me from this conversation.

Another:

Don’t laugh.

And naturally, don’t laugh is the one most likely to make the other person laugh.

Mary and Joseph must have developed a thousand little pieces of private language the Gospels could never preserve.

Perhaps sometimes Joseph’s sigh genuinely irritated her.

“What?”

“Nothing.”

“You sighed.”

“Yes.”

“Why?”

Joseph knows this is dangerous territory.

“You’re doing too much.”

“I am doing what needs doing.”

“It can wait.”

“It cannot.”

“Why?”

“Because it needs doing.”

Joseph stares.

That sentence has explained absolutely nothing.

Mary knows it.

Joseph knows she knows it.

Maybe he sighs again.

“Stop sighing at me.”

“Then stop giving me reasons.”

Wrong answer.

Absolutely wrong answer.

Joseph knows immediately.

Mary’s eyebrows rise.

Perhaps there is a long silence.

Then Joseph:

“I should go put my tools away.”

Correct.

Excellent choice.

The righteous man survives another evening.

But I imagine there were moments when Mary eventually let him care for her.

Maybe those moments became easier over the years.

She is tired.

Joseph notices.

He begins doing something she intended to do.

Mary starts:

“I can—”

Joseph looks at her.

Mary stops.

Another second.

Then:

“Fine.”

She sits.

Joseph smiles.

“Don’t look so pleased with yourself.”

“I wouldn’t.”

“You are.”

“I am working.”

“You are smugly working.”

“I don’t think that’s possible.”

“It is.”

But she stays seated.

That matters.

Maybe eventually she learns that receiving care is not the opposite of strength.

That allowing Joseph to carry something doesn’t diminish her ability to carry it.

That love isn’t only expressed through what we do for others.

Sometimes love asks us to let someone do something for us.

Even Mary may have had things to learn about being loved.

And perhaps years later, after Joseph was gone, Mary missed the sigh.

That stupid sigh.

She does too much.

No one notices.

She carries something heavier than she should.

No voice:

“Mary.”

She stays awake too late finishing something.

No sigh from across the room.

No one silently takes the task out of her hands.

Maybe one day she catches herself saying:

“I’m fine.”

And for half a second she expects to hear it.

Hhhhhhh.

Nothing.

Perhaps she smiles.

Maybe she whispers:

“I know.”

Because grief doesn’t only miss grand declarations.

It misses the person who knew you well enough to be annoyed by you.

The person who knew that I’m fine meant:

I’m tired.

I’m worried.

I don’t want to ask.

I think I should be able to handle this myself.

Please don’t make a fuss.

And sometimes:

Please help me anyway.

Joseph may have understood all of those meanings.

We call Mary blessed.

Immaculate.

Mother of God.

Queen of Heaven.

All of those titles tell us something important about her.

But none tell us whether she stubbornly insisted on carrying something herself while Joseph stood beside her wondering why he had even bothered offering.

I like imagining that she did.

Because holiness does not require personality to disappear.

Mary could be sinless and stubborn about accepting help.

Joseph could be righteous and irritatingly prone to leaving tools on tables.

They could adore one another and still occasionally think:

This person.

Maybe that’s what makes their marriage beautiful to imagine.

Not perfection in the modern sense.

Not two people who never irritated each other.

Two people who learned each other’s habits so thoroughly that irritation itself became wrapped in affection.

Joseph leaves the chisel.

Mary gives him the look.

Mary insists she can manage.

Joseph gives her the sigh.

Years pass.

The chisel gets moved.

The burden gets shared.

The argument happens again.

And again.

And somehow, through all those tiny repetitions, they build a life.

So perhaps somewhere in Nazareth Mary was struggling with something she absolutely did not need to carry alone.

Joseph appeared beside her.

“I can help.”

“I’m fine.”

Joseph sighed.

Mary stopped.

Slowly turned her head.

“Was that the sigh?”

“What sigh?”

“You know exactly which sigh.”

“I breathed.”

“You breathed judgmentally.”

Joseph’s mouth twitched.

Mary tried not to smile.

Failed.

Then, finally, she handed him half the load.

And perhaps Joseph knew better than to celebrate.

He simply took it.

And walked beside her.